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Pourquoi faire autant d'histoires

Thu Aug 2, 2007, 12:27 AM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Apocalyptica - En Vie (w/ Emanuelle Monet)
  • Reading: Alexandre Dumas - The Count Of Monte Cristo
  • Watching: Stargate SG-1
Just a small update on what I've been doing.
I've been working on more than one drawing lately (4 big unfinished drawings...), I seem to been having ideas, the problem is that they usually get de-railed midway, ending up in something completely different.

I also have some more ideas (2) that I haven't even started yet, so... ah well, just don't have much will to pick up the pencil sometimes.

Anyway, you can see 2 of them in my webcam pic, the left one is a priestess of some sort, and the right one is a violin somewhat inspired in a apocalyptica t-shirt (which I'm thinking on buying).

Well, I might be uploading some finished drawing soon... perhaps...

Broken Stones

Tue Jul 17, 2007, 12:13 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Dargaard
  • Reading: Alexandre Dumas - The Count Of Monte Cristo
I'm Back.

The reason why I cleaned dA of all my old drawings and journals... Things have happened, I'm somewhat different, some drawings just did not carry the same meaning as they did before, they looked ugly, broken, and I have evolved to a point where I know I can do better.

Ever since I can remember, my imagination, my inspiration, bloomed when I was down, sad, lonely... sometimes other feelings too, positive ones, although rarely. It always seemed to fill the void inside of me, even if temporarily. Through most of my worse moments, the best of my drawing skills seemed to come out(even if they were crappy).

I always had problems to open up to people, to say, or show, how I really feel, who I really am. I don't connect, I don't bond, I close myself in a little shell when I'm... vulnerable.

Thus, I made somewhat of a promise to myself. I will continue to post my drawings, my ideas here, to show the feelings inside me, to... open up, I suppose...


"There is no greater sorrow / Than to be mindful of the happy time / In misery"
- Dante Alighieri, The Divine Comedy, (Inferno, Canto V, Lines 121-3)
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